I remember where I was A fog of anger and sadness Unable to speak about it my wounds gaping and bleeding Lost in my own voice 30 years of tears and broken dreams Bullies, abusers, and sex offenders Those who hide in your mind and Break you from the inside, you try To keep your soul from escaping but it’s Getting harder Then one night the great spirit taps You on the shoulder. She whispers to You, “raise your head†she says. And you see her for the first time. The sound of her voice calms your beating heart. She holds your hand and just like that Your healing begins. Your lovemaking chases the demons away, she fills your heart till it overflows. Her wisdom intertwines with yours, she leaves you with gifts that last a lifetime. I know where I am, my scars have healed and my heart is full. I’m stronger, the toxic life is but a memory and you greet each day with a smile. Nothing can hurt you, she taught you that and even though your paths diverged. She’s still apart of you.
The Tree
The tree has stood here for centuries,
sitting at the crossroads watching.
Its memories of what it has seen
buried within its roots, scars littering its bark.
Looking over the endless fields as men
battle for their very lives. Fields soaked
in tears and blood, lives cut short,
brothers carrying the fallen.
Millions of untold stories falling into silence,
mothers never hearing the sound of loved
ones again. Somewhere a babe cries out
never again knowing the touch of her parents.
The fighting has stopped, leaders of both
sides sign agreements and the true atrocities
are uncovered. Promises of remembrance
are made and the broken return home
never quite the same.
The fields are quiet now, the great tree stands
at the crossroads. The fragile peace flowing
through its branches, the tree asks when will
we learn as he listens for the thunder of another
coming storm.
#NottheWhiteColor
It’s all about you, you’re
the guy who found religion
the one who tells everyone what they
should think but screams victim
when challenged.
You raped a woman behind
a bar and get more sympathy
than the woman you violated.
Judges will protect you, give
you a lighter sentence for
your “5 minutes of action.â€
You drive drunk killing four
people but you serve no
time because of who your
daddy is. You get a suspended
sentence.
You shot a black man for
Knocking on your door. You
Shot Colton and raped Tina
but it’s okay, they weren’t
The white color anyway.
You drive a van into a crowd
because a woman won’t sleep
with you. They won’t call you terrorist
because that term is only for
those who are brown.
You shoot a man sitting in his backyard
22 times for holding a cell phone
and then take a mass shooter to
burger king before taking him to jail.
You walk around with tiki
torches, dressed as prep school
boys armed to the teeth. You drive
a car into a crowd killing a woman
but there are “good people on both
sidesâ€
Taking responsibility has been replaced
by hypocrisy, understanding by ignorance,
the right thing by the right wing
But none of that matters when you’re
Not the White Color
The souls of Thunder bay
The Great Spirit sits watching…..
Her tears flow…like the Red River
swallowing another victim. Another
one of her people taken too soon.
She looks down at the city, poison
running through her veins, hatred
prowling her streets. She sees the apathy,
the racism coming from those who are
meant to protect.
Streets and alleys filled with the souls
of her people, people let down by a system
designed to keep them in their place. She
reaches down and takes them into her bosom, she
sings them a song to calm their restless hearts.
Her song lights the path, a path that she has
walked too many times. She guides the way for
her people, into the spirit world her people walk,
leaving a world that has no justice…no peace.
The Great Spirit looks down at the city, at the world
she created, her tears continue to flow. “When will
there be a place for us?†She asks herself.
“When will we have justice, when will we have peace?â€
Journey’s End
I sit there watching,Â
as the last minutes
of your life reveal to me
the path you have taken.
I hear your cries as you
wake in an abandoned
world….alone. Taking
your first steps with the
help of no one.
You’re left with those
nobody wants and yet you
find your voice, you find
your soul, you find your strength.
I watch as you grow into yourself,
into your person. I watch as the world
takes advantage of you in
unspeakable ways but never
breaks you.
I watch you carry your first child
and then your second. You teach
us to live, to love who we become.
Your touch creates beauty everywhere
you go.
Your spirit is strong even though
your body is not. I watch you struggle,
unable to help but you tell me not
to worry.
I watch you fall, trapped between this
world and the next I am reminded that
all paths must end. As you expel your
last breath I see your spirit escape to
freedom.
I smile as the tears roll down my face
for I now know that your path has not
ended but continues…..in the hearts of
those your beauty touched and the
lives you changed.